Hm...everything is messed. Everyone is pissed at me. I'm really pissed at them back too. And everything is totally screwed. I don't think Scott C. or Liz want to be my friends anymore. And I get all the blame for "screwing up whatever was between Liz and Scott" or something....I hate myself. I want to die. Scott is so mad at me but won't admit it. Liz is mad and won't admit it. And Amy is stuck between it all. *cry* I want to go somewhere. I can't wait to get away from it all. For once going to Ohio sounds really good. Maybe I'll go live in Vegas with my dad and stepmom. Seriously I could care less. I wish I could drive...I would go away from here. Go somewhere and the sad part is I can't even call Austin since he hates me. GRRR I hate my life.