Man...I read Amy's journal. What I would give to see two of my closest friends suddenly holding hands in public. Well yeah, a lot of my close friends have held hands in public, but what I would give to see Ami and Jim holding hands. Even just at my house or on the bus or at one of their houses. Anywhere. It would just seem happy. It would seem like a good luck thing. I love holding hands. I feel so connected to people then. I trust so easily but then I take it all away at sudden places. I'm crazi!!! GOSH! I'm stopping now. Before I drive myself up the wall yet again. Love.