its a secret

by thepaininside
Listening to: modest mouse
Feeling: abandoned
*sighs* i think i really need to get out of my house soon..like tomorrow or something and stay gone for at least 9085307-728789-672608560840 trillion years...someone save me from myself and call me!!!!! 639-0690 bastards..i swear...lately i have been thinking of homicide and suicide for a while..like different ways..i think i have a pretty sick ass mind...somebody save me from my imperfect self....im begging you...
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OMG! we are going to have all kinds of great fun at the mall, ya? and we'll make a....... ....... ..........
[Anonymous]
ohh my god dont kill urself kenzie!! stay with me
i love you...buddy....call me im back....<3
[Anonymous]
i like the diary. absolutely delicious! how are you?
[Anonymous]
hi kenzie. i cant reed ur thingys. soo. have fun and maybe i'll see u sum time.
[Anonymous]
hey honey... i miss you more! i havent seen you in forever, i hope you are doing. your diary looks cute.
[Anonymous]
kenzie my love!!!wat r u talking about u can not do anything to hurt urself babe uve helped me soo much if u werent here id kill myself dont leave me dont even think about there are to many ppl in this world who love u WAY to many ppl that would just die if u left us i know u night be sad but youll get through it u alwaz do i love u sooo much and thank u soo much for everything i love playing james bond with u its great!!i love u soo much!
[Anonymous]
Hey kenzie. It's Nick. I have a question to ask you and to tell you some things and I'm wondering if youre interested. IM and Ill talk to you about. Hopefully youll be interested and excited about it. Ill talk to you later - Nick
[Anonymous]
homicide, suicide, not cool.
Your only 15, if the feeling hasnt changed when your 40.
Slit yourself, bury yourself, burn yourself, shoot yourself, jump off a bridge, what have you.
[Anonymous]
Hey Kenzie, nice new diary. I think I saw you up on seaward today, with some people, so yeah. Laters.
_Kenny_
[Anonymous]
kenzie!!!!!!!!!!! i miss you!
[Anonymous]
dont do anything "drastic" now,and if thers no tlakng you out of it,at least wait til i get down there,weve still got lots of drugs and shit to do rmemeber?
[Anonymous]
kenzie dont think like that, it makes me feel all sad inside, i would miss you to terribly much, weve been through alot but it was great sometimes. oh yah, haha member lauren from church with grant? i went out with her, it was soo muchfun, well i still love matt we are going to get married, i love you, peace,
tiff
I LOVE YOU!
~Cambria~
[Anonymous]
ha! i left more comments on your diary then you did on mine!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO
[Anonymous]
good times good times.
[Anonymous]
......HAPPY FACE!!!!!!
[Anonymous]
Wow!! This is the prettiest diary I have seen yet! And ya know what?? shaaaa ya know what? The picture at the left sort of looks like you...a LOT like you! You have a twin sista! Naw no one could be you...you are special! I love you..*hugs* Love Ra
[Anonymous]
so you like my signature?
~Cambria~
[Anonymous]
So we are going to hang out this weekend, ya? ok, for sure :)
[Anonymous]
lol i'm such a dork, lol what did you ever see in me? :P
[Anonymous]
Then we will both have pretty diarys, together! united! hahaha
[Anonymous]
I think i'll change mine... 4 you!
[Anonymous]
Your diary is sooooo pretty!
[Anonymous]
ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!!
[Anonymous]
No matter what you say, i am going to care about you with all my heart and i will...
[Anonymous]
you're beautiful, sweet, big hearted, loving, a good cuddler, smart, $exy, fun, exciting, funny.... PERFECT!
[Anonymous]
first off, in your left hand corner it says "i wish i was perfect so i'd be good enough for you" well ya know whhat?! You are perfect in my eyes.
[Anonymous]
I'm going to leave you lots of comments too!
[Anonymous]
Hey!
[Anonymous]
the falling leaf pedals look good. i know how it feels to be stuck inside for multiple days, makes you want to go crazy, especially with my stupid neighbors......hopefully see you at our show, bye. hope you cheer up
[Anonymous]
stop thinking those things kenzie!!!! you are such an awesome person do not do anything to yourself!!!!!

PS your puppy is cute :)
amanda
[Anonymous]