hello how is everyone??? does anyone even read this shit??? just wondering so this week or last couple of days has been fucking weird i cant explain it but i think im back into that depression stage of my life and i dont really like it at all i dont understand why i feel like this either its like im just here and nothing is happening and i have nothing to live for i wont kill myself but i dont want to live and im not sure i like to get fucked up as much anymore its weird i cant explain it but i just want it to end