Whyy

by thepaininside
Listening to: Cradle Of Filth
i dont have a mood right now...or at least one that i can stick with...i have to much feeling right now and i dont like it...im going to down some more benedryl (already today i have taken 18) i will only end up taking 5 more since thats all i have...and then i am moving on to nyquil...the only thing left in this house...my dad is gone until sunday...yay...ew he left me with my fucking step mom...SHOOT ME...robby has a friend over...im glad to see that he is becoming more social and has more than 2 friends now. ew im fucking so parinoid right now and im seeing shit...fuck kelamie...why the FUCK did you show him your phone bill today?? now im alome...and not just alone i mean completly fucking alone...we have no way of talking to each other until tomorrow...fuuuck...i would walk to your house but thats far and its night time and im just to parinoid to do that...anyways...i have to much on my mind...fuck everything
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well personally i hate the man. but ya know..to each his own. though, feel free to enlighten me on why you're so fond of him.
i can see where you're coming from.. you admire his power, his ability to manipulate people.. sometimes i wish i had that power. but yea, i still hate him lol. i think i will put his book on my list of stuff to get..i'd like to see inside of his mind. i've watched movies and read books about killers before..just to try and figure them out ya know.
if i were you i would kill myself now...
[Anonymous]
there's always more to know..and that's what makes me want to know! lol
I can find out who wrote that, but its going to take maybe a day or so, but my friend is on it. Look for his answer in the comment part of my diary in the next day or so!
if you ever need to talk, I work with adolecents dealing with that kind of stuff all the time. I wouldlove to talk, cause that sounds like a nicer way to spen your evening anyways than downing anti hytamines! :( AIM = XGodsAngelX or XGodsAngelX@msn.com
hey um i saw your comment on news about looking up IP numbers and you can go here: http://psacake.com/web/eg.asp and put it in and look.
-fallxagain
[Anonymous]
who are you, btw....

-zellakanz
[Anonymous]
thanks!

Brooke
cheer up kiddo. seems like you need more of a smile than i do. i agree but i think since i'm thinking way too much about the future... i feel like a fucking hag :(
what do you listen to? And what's up with hitler?
kind of you to say to.

seig heil.
HEY thanks for the comment, yeah im gladd im not the only one that feels that way. whats up with Hitler? dont take pills unless your sick! HAHA i get your age thingy 4/20 its coming up !
OOH YAH i forgot that day was hitlers b/day im a dumb ass! i can see why youd like him though he was a genius like his ideas i dont agree with, but the way he carried them out and led all these people to think the same way as him thats genius