geez...just when life seems to be better as always and AGAIN it falls apart...so lately alot of people i know have been to vista del mar and its really sad and i havent seen them in a while. i dont know what to do lately either...all i want to do is cut and do drugs and OD and cry which is so gay but i dont know. this weekend didnt make anything better either because my dad got married...i guess the whole time they were up there making there vows or wahtever i was glaring at them i was so pissed and i was crying the whole time i hate them..amparo and my dad...at the after party thingy i got drunk and i got in a fight with a 30 year oldor something i dont know she was pissig me off though she was a fucking slut gawd whatevers i dotn know what to say so im going byee