people are so fucking gay whoever likes me fucking stop its not worth it ok? i will just fuck everything so just dont like me im dumb...gawd life just gets worse everyday i feel like i have to live up to standards and be someone im not even though i dont i dont even have feelings anymore it just feels like im in a fucking glass box trying to get out but i cant and everyone around me acts like im not there and im just watching it feeling numb not being able to do anything gawd fuck life and i have to live for 42 more fucking years....fuck that byeee