so yesterday i did a bunch of herion for the first time in forever i got soooo fucking sick i just remeber feeling drunk and throwing up everywhere ew but its like whatever i did the rest this morning...yay so after school which is in like 10 minutes alicia and i are taking a bus to ventura high school but i have to meet up with haley and the donut shop yay and then who knows what her and i will do i have to wait for kelamie to get off work at like 4 then who knows what we will do after that for once she is coming over fuck i havent had anyone over in like a month or more crazy shit i got my phone back today did you get that??? THIS MORNING MY DAD TURNED ON MY PHONE AND GAVE IT TO ME YES HOW OH SO VERY AMAZING KENZIE HAS HER FUCKING CELL PHONE BACK TIZZZZZZY anyways moving on i really dont know what to say i am confused on what to do about boys....i would really like to have a boy that i can love and hold and talk to and feel safe with but everyone is so god damn dramatic omg corey just called why oh why oh why do these people do this to me??? fuck let me just fall in love and leave it at that no more fucking drama k? oh ya speaking of drama i dont know if i told you this already but devon was trying to have his mom hire this girl to beat me up but she is my friend so she wouldnt BAH wtf i hate people sooo god damn much sometimes ew ew ew ok devon got out of vista i havent seen him i dont know if im happy or not i just want to talk to him to make sure everything is at least ook and we dont stop talking on shitty terms you know??? ok im going to go now bye