I am not that little girl anymore. I've done more than you will ever know. I've seen more than you will ever know to. And it hurts me to say that since we dont get along and you have decided to make our relationship the way it is...I can't stay with you any more and im moving out again. I cant handle the pain you cause i am depressed because of you and there is nothing you will do to fix any of this. Im not saying i didnt do shit to you but i apalogized and i try to fix this. You just push me and my brother away when we shoulkd come first but you choose someone who doesnt even have the same blood as you. Family first. BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER. you of all people should know that. The Funny Thing Is. I Cant Even Say This To Your Face. Or In A Letter. I Dont Matter to You. IM NOTHING AND I DONT FCKING EXIST. My bones are tired, Daddy I don't get enough sleep I don't eat as good as I could, Daddy What's that say about me? Sometimes I sleep past noon, Daddy Drink lots of black coffee and I smoke like a chimney. Yes, I left the refrigerator door half open, Daddy. What's that say about me? Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy For all those things you said that were mean. Gonna make you just as vulnerable as I was, Daddy What's that say about me? Sometimes I want to bash in your teeth, Daddy. Gonna use your tongue as a stamp Gonna rip your heart out the way you did mine, Daddy Go ahead and psycho-analyze that. 'Cause I'm your creation, I'm your love, Daddy. Grew up to be and do all those sick things you said I'd do Well last night I saw you sneak out your window With your white hood, Daddy What's' that say about you? I'm sloppy, what's that say about you? I'm messy, what's that say about you? My bones are tired, Daddy