Listening to: people in the library
Feeling: alienated
i am in the school library...yay not really im with erin i havent seen her in forever i miss her alot. hmm...so last night my mom said she was coming over and i told her to bring me benedryl and i actually went to bed at a somewhat decent time...for me at least. i went to bed at 230. wow thats fucking early for meee....hmmm...so i talked to ben to for the first time in what seems like years...he said something was wrong but he wouldnt tell me which got me kind of worried because he always tells me everything but ever since he dates the fatwhore he acts as if i dont exist. which is fine because i feel that way all the time. but i dont like to be rejected by the people i care about the most...so matts birthday passed two days ago...ew i dont even know what to think...hmm...im going to go now byeee
i kissed your mouth & back that's all i need
don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down
what i am to you is not real
what i am to you you do not need
what i am to you is not what you mean to me
you give me miles and miles of mountains
and i’ll ask for the sea
don't throw yourself like that in front of me
i kissed your mouth your back is that all you need?
Thanx Arian (",)