so im at thomases housey for the next four tdays becasue my family went out of town...to june lake which is mammoth. i hate going cause i feel out of place and i have nothing to do so yeah im here it doesnt really bother me that we cant go anywhere cause hes on house arrest until september 21st. oh well.. DOES ANYONE READ THIS ANYWAYS?????? i doubt it i barely go on. oh well i should put it to private anyways... god why wont thomas wake his ass up i hate being alone...i wake up so early lately...i dont get it.anyways last week my mom was being absolutly horrible to me. telling me when i was raped i should have screamed deeper and when i cut i should cut deeper so i can actually do something right and blah blah blah she went on texting me for almost an hour...but now all randomly shes being all nice again...and she hasnt even appologized...wtf???? i really dont get her. so yesterday i got a job interview and i got the job except i have to wait until im 18 which means i will be working christmas time adn i hope to god they dont lay me off i will just have to work harder to keep this job. yay .oh so my mom has been doing that texting thing to my aunt becasue she goes through my phone and gets everyones number when im alseep fucking bitch and she reaads my journal...anywayas my aut is going to get a restraining order on her now. pk thats alll byeee