I wonder how I am feeling. I heard a story about a man that went into a coma for two and a halfs months. He said that when he was in the coma he knew where he was, and it wasnt on earth. He said it wasnt like sleeping, it wasnt like dreaming... it was hard to explain. He called it "hanging out in the ozone", and thats all he could say. I have heard other stories, other descriptions of the coma state... but you gotta wonder what it is really like. Not that I am going to try and get myself hurt enough to be in a coma... thought tempting it is... I dont think I could. ... I have been really bitchy lately. And I have turned myself off. It feels good. I hate me.