I hate being sick... so much. I still went out today, but I felt like I wasnt really out. The dayquil makes my head fuzzy. So, friends verses not friends. On one hand, not having friends would mean that I wouldnt have to deal with anyone ever. Yet on the other hand that also means that I would get a sure fire case of cabin fever. You can talk to friends about your family, but you cant talk to your family about your family. And that, is no good. I would never have to deal with friend drama, which would be awesome. And I guess I would spend major friend holidays (like new years) not partying. In any case, I know that eventually friends will become almost meaningless and that family will be the major focus... but... I am still young. And I dont have any babies, which means that I have more time for friends. I dunno, and right now I dont think I care that much. I will figure this out the way I figure everything out, fucking up so bad that there is no way back. heres to burned bridges and nasty words