engage

So, I was trying to make my diary cooler, but I messed it up... and I havent gotten around to fixing it. But it looks dumb. Anyways my life is pretty good right now. I am going to school, taking some OK classes, and oh, I got engaged! Yep, I did. Last sunday. Ever since then I feel like I have been going 90 mph without having a break. And I am tired. I pretty much just handed the reigns over to my mom. She is really into this whole wedding planning stuff... and she seems to be enjoying herself. Also it means that everything gets planned faster. I have only had this huge diamond on my finger for a week but we almost have everything planned. Yes, thats right, HUGE diamond. The wind is blowing really hard outside, and I think I hear some thunder. I might need to close my window before I go to bed. The trees outside my house sound like waves at an ocean when the wind blows through the leaves. I played at the beach today, my family went up to bear lake and I got sunburned. And it hurts. I just forgot to put on sunblock. bleh. I dont really know how I feel about anything right now. I havent really gotten some time to myself for awhile, even when I am by myself I can think straight. I feel like I got sucked up into a tornado and walked out into a bright, colorful world, without any witches. I usually cant turn my brain off when I try to sleep, so it takes forever for me to fall asleep, and when I wake up in the morning I am really hammered. Not only am I getting married in the fall, but I am also going to school, getting an apartment, finding another job, dealing with my old job, trying to pay for books... I dunno... it has been really lame. But on the flip side it has been pretty fun to be engaged. I get to be introduced as a fiance, I get to bring him to ALL of my family things and he gets to bring me. I feel like I am more a memeber of his family now and that is really fun, because his family is pretty cool. I also get to show off the shiny rock on my hand and sit back while people croon over it and tell me that we are such a cute couple. Theres the news. I am gonna try to sleep now.
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