heres our convo that we had just now....this was the first time we have talked since like 3 months... Krystal says: hey!!!!!!!!!! Ferry says: hi there Krystal says: whats up? Ferry says: all ok here, and there? Krystal says: ok i guess Ferry says: that's good Krystal says: yeah Krystal says: im surprised ur on here!!!! Ferry says: me to a little bit Krystal says: you off work today? Ferry says: yeah, home for the weekend Krystal says: oh thats cool Ferry says: yeah it is, nice to see your family again Krystal says: yeah i bet Ferry says: so how is your life? sorry that i haven't mailed you Krystal says: its ok Ferry says: no it's not, I feel bad about it Krystal says: ummm im interviewing for a new job tomarrow...but other than that its been ok Ferry says: yeah I heard you had a "little" trouble at work Krystal says: yeah Ferry says: that sucks Krystal says: its ok....im glad that i quit Krystal says: i finally got a couple days off for a break Ferry says: that's good, to relax!! Krystal says: oh yeah it is Krystal says: except now everyones mad i quit around here Krystal says: but im like whatever Krystal says: jees its good to talk to you Krystal says: its been a while hu? Ferry says: i feel the same Ferry says: yeah i know and I hated that Krystal says: me too...but work is number 1 priority... Ferry says: yeah but sometimes i wish it was not that way Krystal says: yeah Krystal says: but its ok Ferry says: I feel sorry about that Krystal says: dont worry Krystal says: i understand Ferry says: yeah I know you do but sometimes i read your email and I want to be there for you so you can talk to somebody Krystal says: i feel bad cus i dont email you enough like i promised you Krystal says: i try Krystal says: but things just get crazy for me around here Ferry says: you do mail me enough, and I'm glad you do so I know how you feel Krystal says: my emails are boring sometimes so sorry bout that....lol Ferry says: and don't feel sorry that you can't mail me when you're sick, i understand Krystal says: it seems like im sick all the time....jees Ferry says: it's never boring to hear from you, I love hearing from you Krystal says: ahhh thx Ferry says: so please keep on doing that, so I know how you are feeling and if you (like you say sometimes) want to email me cause you want to "clear your heart" mail me!! Krystal says: alright Krystal says: its easy to write my problems to you.... Krystal says: i dunno why but you are the only person that i can do that Ferry says: and I find it nice to know what is going on on your mind and in your life Krystal says: thanks that means a lot to hear you say that Ferry says: and most of the time I can't mail you back but you have to know that you're in my heart and that i'm always there for you Krystal says: yeah i know Ferry says: ok Ferry says: you mean the world to me Krystal says: i know.......same here ferry says: i miss being there. i wanna quit my job just to hold you again Krystal says: yeah i wish that too...but your work needs to be #1....i miss you though Ferry says: yeah me to Ferry says: I dream that often Krystal says: me too Ferry says: that is one of my bigest wishes, to hold you in my arms Krystal says: thats mine too Ferry says: so.....we have a lot in common Krystal says: ur the only guy ill ever want Ferry says: and you don't even "know' me Krystal says: yeah i dont know why i feel like this Krystal says: its....complicated Ferry says: there is only one thing complicated and that is the distance Krystal says: yeah i know Ferry says: AND I HATE THAT Krystal says: hey can i ask u a serious ? Ferry says: sure Krystal says: if there was ever a girl over there that you fall head over heals for....dont let me be the reason for your unhappiness ok? u deserve the best. and the distance thing i know is crazy Krystal says: but that wont ever change my feelings....i just want you to be happy Ferry says: on this moment there is only one girl and that's you but if there is going to be one in the future....i'll think about it and the other way is it the same.. Ferry says: if you find somebody who can give you his love and can be there for you when you need it than don't let me be in your way Krystal says: i know there isnt right now Krystal says: ..... Krystal says: uhhh...i dont know what to say Ferry says: no matter what happens, I'll always be there for you Krystal says: same here Krystal says: i dont ever wanna lose contact with ya though Ferry says: me neither Krystal says: im always here for you too Ferry says: I know and i like that idea Krystal says: i will always be honest with you Ferry says: please do Krystal says: i will and i am Krystal says: but hey i know its prolly late over there hu? Krystal says: i dont wanna keep u up Ferry says: it's almost 1.00 am Krystal says: jees Ferry says: but I'm talking to a very spcial girl so don't mind the time Krystal says: ahhhh Krystal says: thx Ferry says: and I'm talking to you Ferry says: just kiddin Krystal says: lol Ferry says: so when does your new study starts Krystal says: ummmm sometime in august Krystal says: eastern arizona college baby Krystal says: lol Krystal says: i dunno though Krystal says: i dont really wanna go straight to school Ferry says: I can imagine that Krystal says: me and my friend wanna move to Vegas Ferry says: why?? Krystal says: lol i dunno..were thinking about opening a club or something Krystal says: but i dunno Krystal says: my future is not really planned Ferry says: that's cool but aren't you a little young for that? Krystal says: young?????????? Krystal says: 18 Krystal says: thats not young Krystal says: im an adult Ferry says: yeas it is.... Ferry says: to open a club? Krystal says: yeah i know Krystal says: we wanna save some money first Krystal says: get a job or something Ferry says: you need a older person to help you with that, around 23 years old?? Krystal says: lol Krystal says: you could be my partner Krystal says: Ferry says: in witch way? Ferry says: wich Krystal says: dirrrrty Ferry says: Krystal says: u dirty boy Ferry says: you started Krystal says: lol Krystal says: u know im playin Ferry says: .....I think.....you are an animal Krystal says: yeah u know it Krystal says: lol Ferry says: grrrrrrrrrr Krystal says: im a beast....u should watch out Ferry says: I like that.... Ferry says: hehe Krystal says: lol Krystal says: meeeeooooowww Ferry says: your a cat? Ferry says: Krystal says: vicious cat Krystal says: lol Krystal says: just kiddin Ferry says: you........gilr Ferry says: girl Krystal says: hehe Ferry says: i'll keep that in mind for the day i come back Krystal says: you do that Krystal says: dont forget it Krystal says: lol Ferry says: you come and pick me up at the airport in a cat-suit??!! Krystal says: okie dokie Krystal says: anything for you Ferry says: anything Krystal says: would u like me in a cat suit? Ferry says: hmmmm, let me think of that one Krystal says: lol Ferry says: I think I like you in a night-suit, next to me Krystal says: ahhhh....sounds good Ferry says: you don't wear one of those big pyjama's or something like that, do you? Krystal says: u wanna know what i wear? Ferry says: you want to tell me? Krystal says: if you wanna know Ferry says: well.......ok Krystal says: is that a yes? Ferry says: yes Krystal says: i wear a spagetti top shirt with shorts Ferry says: spagetti?? I like italian food!! Krystal says: lol Krystal says: its a tank top with thin straps Krystal says: like spagetti string Krystal says: i cant explain it Krystal says: lol Ferry says: hmmm that's to bad, i wanted to eat it from your body Krystal says: lol Krystal says: i love spagetti Krystal says: mmmmmmmmm Krystal says: i dont think i spelled it right though....did i? Ferry says: but I don't think that you can sleep very well in it Krystal says: it would be a lil slimy Krystal says: lol Ferry says: that can be nice Ferry says: hehe Krystal says: lol Krystal says: what do u wear??????or if ya dont wanna answer that its ok Krystal says: Ferry says: when?? when I'm in bed or....now? Krystal says: either Ferry says: in bed I only wear my boxers, and now.....a hugo boss poloshirt and a esprit short Krystal says: mmmm sexy Krystal says: hey i gotta go because we are going to have a surprise party for my mom...so i gotta get things ready Krystal says: sorry Ferry says: that's ok, have a nice time and congratulate (??) her from me.... Krystal says: i will Krystal says: shes 40 today Ferry says: I don't think she knows who I am but.... Krystal says: ill tell her you said that Ferry says: congratulations to you to than Krystal says: why me? Ferry says: well here you congratulate the family also so... Krystal says: oh ok Krystal says: lol Ferry says: well go now... Krystal says: alright Krystal says: have a good night!!!!!!!! Krystal says: sweet dreams Ferry says: have a good party Krystal says: ill try Krystal says: lol Ferry says: about you!! Krystal says: lol Krystal says: good nght Ferry says: goodbye sweetheart Krystal says: bye