they took my grandma off the machines today. i know ive said this before, but this time its almost certain that she wont live through the night. i hate it. other than that, not much has been going on. i went to the fair. i saw raymond. yeah... i really dont know what to say other than he hurt my feelings a couple years ago, and im not letting him back in no matter how much he flirts with me. hes not going to play with my emotions anymore. whatever.. i need a boyfriend sooooooooooo bad. i miss cuddling and all that great stuff. *sighs* but yeah......im just rambling on and on about stuff that doesnt even make sense. i really wish i had someone to talk to right now. theres so many freakin thoughts running through my head and i need someone to help me process them. p.s. Daniel: i wanna talk to you!!!!!!!! when are you gonna be online when i am dang it! lol.