unwanted

Do you know what it feels like to not be wanted in the place that you live? Im not trying to be all depressed or nothing, but tonight I honestly can say that I know what it feels like to be not wanted. Me and mom got into it tonight. She told me that noone wanted me here, and id be better off if I lived in a car somewhere rather than live here one more day. She also said that she disowned me…that I don’t have a mom anymore. This is the saddest thing to hear coming from your own mother. I mean come on….that’s sad. I don’t want to be anywhere that im not wanted….i have no choice but stay here for now because 1. I have no place to go…and 2. Because I don’t have a job to support myself. Im going crazy here tho. I cant take it by having to live here one more day. I don’t want to be where im not wanted.
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ouch, i went thru the same thing. mom said she was dead to me. and when i was 7 she told me that she didnt love me. yup. i know the feeling ... sry