damn. he called me and told me he missed me this morning and started going on and on about how he made a big mistake and i should forgive him.......and then......[click]........i hung up on him.. i wanted so badly to say ok and forgive him and make things good again, but i couldnt. he hurt me one too many times. i dont want to be hurt anymore. and why doesnt Jose just understand that no matter how many times he calls me back, that im going to keep hanging up.**sighs**.....no matter how many times i tell myself that im doing the right thing though, its hard to believe it. i dunno anymore