i get depressed at night. i get to thinking about things, and it makes me sad. im hating being single..its barely hitting me..at first when i got over him, i was like cool with it because i figured that i could have more freedom, but now im like bleh..i just want to have someone there for me, to hug me when my world falls apart, ya know...i feel so alone..and i hate that feeling..and even worse, i hate admitting it, but its true.. gah.and its only been what....about 3 months....im pathetic. but anyways..i dont like expressing my feelings...i get so confused when i try and write/type it out...but yeah...i better go finish my homework.