Listening to: nothing
Feeling: burned-out
im sad. and i dont know why. i just feel like im going nowhere in life. and i dont know what to do about it. i just feel....so lost. its like all of my friends finally are going somewhere in life, and i dunno, i just feel like ive messed up so much in life, and i feel like ive had so many opportunities to do something with my life, and i still havent done anything about them. im not even sure that this college stuff is right for me right now...and im also not sure that even my relationship is going in the right direction anymore...we have just become so distant lately that its starting to scare me. i feel like a loser that is going to be stuck pregnant in this hellhole of a small town for the rest of my life. and that is my worst nightmare. i want out so bad, but it seems like it is never going to happen. i really wish that i knew what to do at this point. its scary growing up...i wish i was still 8, when there were no worries in the world, and the only pain was a scratch on ur knee when u fall off your bicycle....i dont know...i hope this is just a phase. i dont want to be depressed like i used to. i never want to be like that again.
Krystal
-red h2o-
God will help you find a purpose in life!
if you find God , and pray for him to give you answers, and LISTEN (too many people don't listen) then you will find a purpose in life. Just try it! God will NEVER fail you, even if you DON'T get what you want, it'll all end up great in the end :D
hope you feel better!
~Becca*
Cheers.