and suddenly today turns from ok to horrible. i finally got ahold of him this morning. and he told me that he talked to his ex last night for about an hour.and he said she wants him back. and that he doesnt know if our relationship is going to work.and im like wow.......i honestly dont know what to say. it hurts. feels like ive been stabbed in the heart like 50 times. and he said that he doesnt know what to do. and the whole time i was sitting there speachless. i dont want him to go back to her.i love him. he doesnt know that because i havent said it to him yet, but i love him..and if he goes back to her, its like 6 months of my life down the drain. ugh. this is the worst feeling that i have ever had. i feel like crawling under the covers and sleeping. sounds like a good idea to me. *sighs*