jees im not having a good week at all! after hearing about what happened to John, everything has just gone downhill from there...i dunno why but i go in and out of depression. i used to haveta take meds for it but i havent taken them since like 2 years almost. ive been doing good here lately but now it seems to be getting worse this week. i hate this feeling! i get the erges to wanna go into my room, lock the door, and just shut the world out. and just never come out to face anything....i wish that i could do that, but now days thats just not possible. and thats the way that i cope with things like this. but it doesnt seem to be working lately....i dunno it seems like this world is spinning all around me and just as soon as i seem to be going along fine with things, it like throws me outa wack with things. i really dont think that that is a good way of explaining these things, but sinse when does what i say make sense lol...anyways i just wish that things will look brighter for me. i hope anyways. well i gotta go do some government homework....oh lucky me lol....so... im out people laterZz~ Krystal