ya another day has came and gone and i dont think that i have accomplished that much today.dont get me wrong i mean yeah i did go to school and all but i dunno its just been one of those lazy days for me.omg this morning i could have strangled a few ppl! im not gonna mention any names but there were a few people that i just wanna puke when i look at them.i know i sound concieted but maybe i am i dunno but people make me sick...okay first of all i have heard this so many times in my life...ok i am going to admit that i am popular and i have a lot of friends but some people get so mad just because i dont talk to them?what is that...its not like they can expect me to talk to everyone right?that is not posible and i am only one person and i cant just be cut in half for everyone who wants me to talk to them....sheesh i know i sound overly concieted but trully u gotta be real how is that posible???i dunno im really not a bitch like u prolly think but some people i just dont like.is that bad?i didnt think so...i mean come on some of these people need to get a life. i know i shouldnt be saying that about anyone but am i perfect? no...no im not and im just human and im free to think what i want right? wrong...or at least thats what some people were saying to me earlier.they were all saying that i can think what i want but i shouldnt go telling everyone about it.and im like wth? i can say whatever i want...its not like it was anything bad or anything and i think that other girl was just pmsing but whatever it was she needs to get over it...i dunno i just got into this huge arguement about some stupid crap and i am a little pissed off about it still.but whatever im not going to dwell on it anymore because they are not worth me getting stressed over...well anyways tonight im going to this concert...woohoo lucky me.well ive never heard of em but its supposed to be good so i thought what the heck why not go and check it out. and some of my friends will be there so it will be cool. jeez i have trust issues?and i need to learn to trust people and also i have a bunch of other issues i need to get worked out? what the heck is that all about?i dunno why people need to start saying stuff like that because personally i dont think that i have a problem.i dont need a counselor or anything else for that matter....why do people have to say stuff like that? they dont realize that right there when my friends tell me this i feel like i cant tell them anything and it makes me feel worse than i already do.i mean come on if one of ur friends would tell u things like this would you be all happy about being thier friend without having second thoughts?exactly...and when i dont feel like i can trust them without having them going and saying things to others,then how am i supposed to feel like i can trust them?i wish i could get that answered....whatever i dont want to think about it anymore...thx for letting me vent~~~~~laterz