he can just fucking burn in hell as far as im concerned. he didnt have to fucking hurt me again. ugh. i hate the effect that he has on me. he fucking gets all buddy buddy with me and feeds me all his bullshit, and you know what? im the idiot that believes him, and comes crawling back to him, and then im the one getting hurt in the long run. well you know what? im not going to do it anymore. fuck him. he fucking hurt me. and i cant stop crying...ugh...why cant i get any better guys than ive been getting. they are fucking losers. i guess i dont deserve better or something. i dunno. all i know is i wanna lock myself in my room and just cry. i hate getting hurt by men. ugh. im so fucking through with it anyways..these pics really make me go "awww" Krystal