so i havent updated in a while. a lot of shit went down around here, and i just didnt feel like updating. lets just say that i had to see a doctor, and my parents flipped out, and a lot of other shit......i really dont feel like explaining....but yeah.....it should turn out ok now...or so im hoping..im on some new meds, and the doctor is going to write a note to my college to hopefully get my grant straightened out again, and to let them know whats been going on with me..so hopefully they will let me go back to college..*im crossing my fingers on that one*...