ok...with a lot of thought...i have decided to drop out of school for the rest of the semester. its just too stressful. and with the grades that i had, there was absolutely no way i could make them up. so im going to quit now, and go back next semester. so im trying to find a job. i just went to circle K and picked up an aplication, and then on the way to DQ, my car started messing up again. so i had to come home. my dad is going to have to look at it, and take me around later to get applications. so today on my agenda, ive decided that im getting apps from circle k, dairy queen, walmart, pizza hut, and turn in a resume at thriftees, and probably on monday im going to hit up other places like movie gallery, blockbuster, subway, or the movie theater........my mom said that i have to at least find me a job for the rest of the semester and then decide what to do next semester and if im going back or not. so yeah...... you might think im making a huge mistake by dropping out, but you know what? with the things that i have been through this year, i cant handle school at the moment. today i finally realized this. i had a conference with Dr wilton today and she told me my paper wasnt passing material. so im like what? i worked on that paper way to long to get a failing grade on it. she said my thesis wasnt strong and arguementative enough...so i said screw it...my grades suck this semester anyways...i might as well just start out fresh and be more serious about college than i am now. besides, i need a job anyways so i can get my car fixed or buy a new one. well this is it for now...