im annoyed right now. it all started when i got home on my lunch break and i find out that Jose has been trying to get ahold of me for a while. so he called my house after i left this morning...(i havent talked to him in over a month so why does all of a sudden he try to open closed wounds? thats what i want to find out.) and then i get a call from stefany. so hes harrassing my friends now? well thats what i was thinking at first...but she called to tell me that he called her and he wants to get ahold of me. so he gives her a bunch of messages that he wants me to hear, and she tells me....and now im like ugh..i really dont wanna hear about these things. who cares if hes miserable living with the girl he cheated on me with? who cares? cus certainly im not caring. nopes....well basically from what i hear, he was all telling stefany a big ol sob story about how his fat cow of a girlfriend is overprotective and she takes all of his money, and she wont let him do anything unless shes with him, and she drops him off at work and watches him go in, and picks him up after just to make sure hes not cheating....hah...and he told stef about how he wants to break up with her, but hed be homeless...blah blah blah....and he said a bunch of stuff how he would rather be with me, but he has to stay with her cus she takes care of him and cooks, and cleans, and does stuff that i suposedly never did for him(which is a lie cus i did those things for him)....and he said that his "mommy" dont think its a good idea that he goes out with me cus im "trouble"....hah...me trouble? when her son is the one thats not reliable or trustworthy....and she has the nerve to say that im trouble? well anyways, none of this matters because i wouldnt take him back if he was the last guy on earth. not even if it was a choice between dieing or being with him...cus i would rather die. why would i want to be with a guy that only was with me because he was so called "bored" (or thats what i hear).....and why would i want to be with a guy who cheated and lied the whole time we were together? i wouldnt.... i think its funny that he still thinks i want him back after all of this. he needs to move on and grow up and finally realize that he missed his chance with me....and he wont ever get another chance to be with me. cus once a cheater, always a cheater...and im so through with this bullshit.. i moved on, so why cant he? i swear if he calls and im home to get it, hes not going to like what i have to say to him... but yeah on a lighter note..... i went down to the college and registered for some classes. im taking a biology and a biology lab, and im taking a intro to sociology class...and im taking an english 102, womens chorus, and also wellness 2, and i have to retake intro to computers again because i flunked it last fall...lol looooong story on that one.heh....so yeah its going to be a pretty good semester i think. well i gotta call stef so i better get going. --Krystal