so i guess we are officially at war now :( jees its scary!im watching cnn right now and im totally freakin out right now!!! yeah i went to youth tonight and it was awesome! i think this whole war thing made me put things into perspective now. i dunno but i wanna make things better in my life now....i think the whole war thing freaked me out into getting back things in my life that i kinda pushed away the last few months. im not going to lie,its not easy going back to the way things used to be. i have been doing some pretty bad stuff, but now that i think about it, that stuff isnt worth it...like the real stuff in my life is what matters now.i dont think this makes sense at all but oh well because its my way of expressing stuff and sometimes when i write what is on my mind doesnt make any sense. hmmm well the president is fixing to make a speech in a min so im gonna go watch it... laterz gaterz Krystal