i dont have anything to say that i didnt say on my other diary. just that im really upset right now and everything is falling apart. but thats life i guess. im always gonna have the shitty end of the deal. p.s....its like 104 degrees here today..i think im gonna go night swimming to clear my head. sounds like a good idea. anyone up for swimming? do you know what else sounds oh so good? nicks hot tub...god i miss the olden days...tear...haha or his pool also sounds nice. i wonder what my nickters is up to these days...havent talked to him in ages. im still pretty upset, but im not going to complain anymore...its not worth it...but yeah --krystal