theres something wrong with me. for reals. i dont sleep at night anymore. i dont even really eat either. Pancho is catching on i think. i think that he thinks im anorexic or something...which i know is not true.he just puts that cute worried look on his face and he tells me how i can tell him anything.ha. hes a cutie......anyways... well last night i was up until 3 this morning because my mind wont shut up long enough for me to sleep. and then i woke up at 4:30 and had to get ready for work. it was so bad.i was just laying there all night long thinking about things. and believe me, some of the things i dont wanna think about. i feel like im going to pass out right now, but i know if i went to bed, i wouldnt be able to fall asleep....believe me...i know that for a fact. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hey since im bored and all...check this out...i got it in a email.... DID GOD MAKE EVERYTHING? The college professor challenged the class with this question. "Did God make everything there is?" One student bravely answered, "Yes!" "Everything, young man?" "Yes, he did, sir," the young man replied. The professor responded, "If God made everything, then God made evil, and if we can only create from within ourselves, then God is evil." The student didn't have a response and the professor was happy to have once again proved the Christian faith to be a myth. Then another man raised his hand and asked, "May I ask you something, sir?" "Yes, you may," responded the professor. The young man stood up and said "Sir, is there such thing as cold?" "Of course there is, what kind of a question is that? Haven't you ever been cold?" The young man replied, "Actually, sir, cold does not exist. What we consider to be cold, is really only the absence of heat. Absolute zero is when there is absolutely no heat, but cold does not really exist. We have only created that term to describe how we feel when heat is not there." The young man continued, "Sir, is there such thing as dark?" Once again, the professor responded "Of course there is." And once again, the student replied. "Actually, sir, darkness does not exist. Darkness is really only the absence of light. Darkness is only a term man developed to describe what happens when there is no light present." Finally, the young man asked, "Sir, is there such thing as evil?" The professor responded, "Of course. We have rapes, and murders and violence everywhere in the world, those things are evil." The student replied, "Actually, sir, evil does not exist. Evil is simply the absence of God. Evil is a term man developed to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. It isn't like truth, or love, which exist as virtues like heat and light. Evil is simply the state where God is not present, like cold without heat or darkness without light." The professor had nothing to say. -- Author Unknown