I just got back from walmart cus i went shopping with my sister Bridgette. It was fun i guess. i bought me some workout pants for wellness. i saw Jose up there too. well i knew that he was going to be there anyways cus we were talking on the phone today and he told me to meet him there so we could talk. i really wish i knew what is up between us. i mean i do like him a lot and he is nice....but i dunno what he really thinks about us. we can talk about anything and i like that. my mom is weirded out about it though cus hes 24 and almost 25 and im like 18...i really dont see it as a big age difference. i dont think it matters that much anyways.i think im going to ask him tomarrow what the deal is with us. cus its buggin me.lol. yeah anyways when i was at walmart i saw some of my old friends like Evon and some other people and they totally blew me off like we are not even friends. that makes me sad to think that im losing friends and i dont even know why. i sure wish i did anyways.i dont think they even care....but it hurts.i dunno what happened to me and my friends.ugh. makes me sick to think that im losing some of the people that i really care about. i dunno if anyone knows how i feel or what im talking about but yeah...well im going to go call Jose so he can keep me company. latas~ Krystal