Haha, that sheet totally fits how i feel. I dunno, this just feels like one of those moments, where u just sit on the edge of the sidewalk and observe everyone. Eh, i dunno if anyone else gets those days. its just the way i feel, like im on the sidelines observing. usually its like im watching my life crash and burn, but today, just observing. And so many things were resolved today, its weird not having any big anxieties hovering my thoughts until i explode in anger and frustration. haha, im so not used to this feeling, so content. if only it were a cloudy day today, then it would be perfect. i dunno why, but cloudy days just make me feel better, and more at peace. then it doesnt help that im listening to perfect circle right now, music that makes me think. thinking is bad. hahahaha, only outside of school. jesus christ, i cant believe its only the first week of a three week vacation. its going by so slowly. and then im gonna go ten days without communication with civilization as i know it. haha, im going to new mexico to visit family. I swear, perfect circle is the best sheet to listen to when u feel like observing the world and thinking....just thinking. well this and select Dream Theater, etc. My mother and i (by I, i mean i watched and did absolutely nothing whatsoever to help) baked cookies today. i think im gonna be sic. dude seriously, so so so sic. 3 chocolate chip and 1 gingerbread that was made with waaaay too much molasses. ok dude if i stare at the computer long enough and dont look away, everything around the screen gets all dark and kinda swirls into blackness and fades away. COOOOOL!!!!!