*sigh* what am i going to do.... nothing. i can't do anything, i'm completely helpless. i've done all i could try to do...and it's no use... no use in stressing over an uncontrolable situation right? uggh i cannot believe this is happening. honestly. i mean i FINALLY fall for the guy, and immediately after, he's mad at me...i mean it happened so fast i didn't even have a chance to tell him i fell for him. that's sad. i knew i didn't want to get attached. i didn't want to trust anyone. i KNEW he would get sick of me or find something wrong with me, but he didn't listen...and now we're over. i want to cry like you wouldn't believe... somebody save me. and take me away from this awful place... scary thoughts dance away from me if you please