while i float away..... hehehe aww i miss him already and he said that he's gonna miss me as much as there are mexicans in southern california (HA that's like a shit load of missing me there) hehehe....... i can't stop smiling. oh my god i just cannot stop smiling....hehehe finally (as i jynx it here) things are turning around for me. hehe i would NOT let him leave, i just kept kissing him and he kept kissing me back and it must have taken us half an hour to get to the door (no exaggeration dude i looked at the clock) hehe and even once he got outside i wouldnt let him off my porch..... until he told me once again how much he's gonna miss me and message me and see me again in a few days and omg i'm falling so fast. wow i really miss him....heh heh. we're not dating but we're something, the whole bf/gf is just too much for him right now and i totally understand everything that has to do with that. i'm just so scared he'll never let himself fully open up to me, because we have no title and i dunno. i should just be fuckin happy lol. sigh, i just hope he can trust me enough to call me his girlfriend someday....