haha, its like my friday tradition to listen to that song. because if i listen to it on any other day than friday, it simply is a crime. mwahaha. ack, i need to blow off some steam. so today i feel terrible coz i asked brandon to come by school during seventh period even tho he's out of school by that point, to film some stuff for my video class, and guess what. we had a substitute today so i couldnt film anything. i think im gonna die now. i felt horrible coz like, he went out of his way to do that and it completely fell out. even tho it wasnt my fault, it still sux. i hate feeling like im that undependable person who makes plans and then they fall out. dammit thats a sucky feeling. hmm i hope we can go bowling tomorrow. hahaha add. well even tho i am like the worst bowler on the planet, its still fun. infact the fun of it is the fact that i suck. so sam and i and hopefully brandon and some other people might go this weekend. just depends on getting contact with em. well today was just one of those days where you REALLY want to take a sledge hammer to a wall. like omg, i have never wanted to cause ultimate destruction to buildings and such, as much as i do today. funny, last week i had an urge to jump off a bridge, this week its destroying things. hmmm....cant wait till next week....