i am so sick of everything going wrong. i mean can NOTHING ever go right in my life? my god this has been the worst weekend ever. first i get in a huge fight with my best friend, which ruined it from the start....but then the one thing i was looking forward to for this weekend, the one thing that might have lifted my spirits after being shot down from sam hating me, it gets shot down too. and i refuse to ever let myself get my hopes up, coz they usually get brought down, and i wouldnt let myself get my hopes up for this until the last possible moment when he said he would be able to hang out. and then like half an hour before he was supposed to come over.....o wait, he cant. god dammit this was my last chance. for so many things.