Listening to: alkaline trio - armageddon
Feeling: lucky
just one mother fucking hour delay is all we got, haaa. the roads dont look too bad though. at least i got an extra half hour of sleep and i still have an hour and a half til i leave.
i am seriously SO STOKED to get my No Doubt vans! there the hottest things ive ever seen and they just came out and ahhhh :) sexy as hell.
im hoping me and brenda get our tickets in the next few days. still wont say to what, but like i said before, you'll be jealous :) muhahahah.
im so stoked for spring time. its gonna be so fucking fun. me and neil are gonna learn how to skateboard together, hahaa. and im getting my sector nine longboard which is so hot. so much hottness.
arent you into my background? everything is pink i LOVE it. it fits me very well. adam is also the hottest thing in my life :)
well im gonna get ready for school, and then go to school. its gonna rock cause im not tired at all now. so yeah get at me later brah's..
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a pictures worth a thousand words
but not worth the words i need to hear
i miss you so much that it hurts
and tonight, i wish you were here with me
so i could make you see the stars
they lay across the sky so perfectly
i cant let go of you.
- eDit -
yes, now we have a 2 hour delay :) haha. heres a survey to keep you occupied.
HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed your cousin: eric, ive kissed him on the lips before, as a LOVING GESTER!! lmao
2. Ran away: yeah but i always end up coming back haha
3. Pictured your crush naked: yeah, and got lucky enough to see a few of them naked too :)
4. Skipped school: one day last year i skipped in the REAL sense of skipping..like went to someones house all day instead of school. that was a fun day, secrets rock :)
5. Broken someone's heart: i fucking hope so lol
6. Been in love: i have truly been in love onec, and i truly still am, and its truly a royal pain in my ass.
7. Cried when someone died: how would you not cry if someone you knew died.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: im thinkin' we all have
9. Broken a bone: no sir
10. Done something embarrassing: along with the rest of the population, yes.
11. Lied: probably too much, but get over it.
12. Cried in school: oh man, TOO much. i hate it.
WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: i dont like either, but i guess 7UP, except i havent had it in forever.
15. Girls or Guys: i fucking hate girls.
16. Flowers or Candy: flowers, hibiscus please.
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: CLEAN FRESH SHAVEN..like mr van fossen..thats some sexy shit right there.
18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes..blonde is getting old but surfer blonde is cute.
19. Bitchy or Slutty: i hate girls and those categories fit the girls i dont like so im gonna go with neither.
20. Tall or Short: tall
21. Pants or Shorts: pants, shorts are uncomfortable. they always ride up your crotch and stuff. it hurts. :)
22. Night or Day: night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. What do you notice first: eyes and smile
24. Last person you slow danced with: jessy
25. Worst Question To Ask: "are you mad at me?" just dont go there. especially if your gonna repeat it over and over again...
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: about an hour ago
27. Stepped outside: last night
28. Had Sex: a few minutes ago..heh :)
29. Romantic memory: the last day of school with matt when we got our last chance to be alone during lunch in the first stair well we macked in. :(
30. Your Good Luck Charm: my pink sapphire diamond ring
31. Person You Hate Most: matt
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: being with matt last year, even though it ended in flames :)
33. On your desk: blank cds, cell phone, speakers, contacts, wallet, rasta band, jewelery, madeline box :), a thing of change, pens, batteries, and this monitor for my computer
34. Picture on your desktop: sexy picture of adam singing and playing acoustic
FAVORITE...
35. Color: piiiink :)
36. Movie: scary movie 3
37. Artist or band: taking back sunday
38. Cars: hyundai santa fe
39. Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip
41. Breakfast Food: french toast
WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: brenda
43. Makes you smile: everyone, im always smiling
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: brenda
45. Has A Crush On You: no one that i know of
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: i did kinda like kevin butttt idk, im too fucking strung out on matt.
47. Who Has it easier? Guys. fucking hands down
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: matt
DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: jesus i used to
50. Save AIM conversations: sometimes but i have dead aim and there all saved with that
51. Save E-mails: i did last year, but i dont email anymore
52. Forward secret E-mails: i dont email
53. Wish you were someone else: yes
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yes
55. Wear perfume: yeah
56. Kiss: i love kissing :)
57. Cuddle: its okay but kinda annoying lol
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: yep! :)
HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: yuh..
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: not the same day, but same week haha
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: never had sex :-O
63. Been rejected: yea
64. Been in love?: still am
65. Been in lust?: all the time
66. Used someone?: yes
67. Been used?: yeah, it was mutual
68. Cheated on someone?: yeah
69. Been cheated on?: yeah
70. Been kissed?: millions of times :D
71. Done something you regret?: sort of
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: my mom
73. You talked to?: dad
74. You hugged?: mom
75. You instant messaged?: mookie
76. You kissed?: my mom
77. You yelled at?: dad
78. You thought about?: matt
79. Who text messaged you?: neil
80. Who broke your heart?: matt
81. Who told you they loved you?: my mom
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair? no not anymore
83. Have tattoos?: not yet
84. Have piercings?: 3 in each ear and tongue
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no thanks
86. Own a webcam?: yeah
87. Own a thong?: yeah like 4 but there so uncomfortable
come and take me
love you save me
like noone else
now i can be myself
with you
i can let my hair down
i can say anything crazy
i know youll catch me right before i hit the ground
with nothing but a tshirt on
i never felt so beautiful
baby as i do now
now that im with you
((i used to feel that way with you))
-Neil