i have coconut/ palm tree/ strawberry/ drink smelling candles all over my room. it looks so damn pretty. do you realize how calm you can make yourself by meditating? i know it sounds dumb but honestly.. i love all the things i learn in health class. mr perricone is like my savior. i ended up not going to the movies. i had like a huge anxiety attack when brenda's dad got here. i wasnt ready/ i had no money/ i was worried about something/ and rychelle told me that matt was saying shit about me at his swim practice. AAHHHHH. come onnn now. things were just going fine in my life. i told you all that it would be ruined. i hope i'm wrong. pleaseprovemewrong. please.