i think i wanna spend more time downstairs, thats where everyone used to hang out and so many sexual, amazing, fun, and memorable times have been left down there. its cold down there, but its way cool. theres a bar and everything. i wanna re-decorate it. maybe tommorow if i still feel the same. thats doubtful. im really hoping Mark isnt going to bail on us tonight because he always does that and we really wanna hang out with him. we havent gone out at night since the night before we all went to New Jersey together, in August. so yeah he owes us.. i havent been getting fucking comments lately. leave a fucking comment. haha. today is matts birthday. haha. oh well i hope he had a good day? and marias too! a happy HAPPY birthday to her! :) __my bed sheets covered in sand__