free falling without a parachute.

Listening to: Senses Fail
Feeling: moodless
Six things that 2003 taught you: 1) you must be happy alone before you can be happy with someone else. 2) dont let someone from your past in without a fight (on their part). make them fight to have you back. fuck myself. 3) kiss as much as possible. 4) if you need a best friend, you always have yourself. 5) get rid of TOXIC friends. 6) establish a good relationship with your parents. Six new people you've met or became close with in 2003: 1) neil - hes the man. funniest person ive ever met.. 2) ivan - this past summer brought great meaning to distance. we became instant friends in one night over AIM and man oh man do i love this kiddo 3) matt - we took our friendship to a higher level. whether or not it was a mistake is up for grabs.. 4) mrs root - the school physocologist. she made me see things in a different light without pushing anything on me what so ever. 5) ashley - i hated her last year because matt liked her. this year we're buddies & i loooove her lots :) 6) jen - we went to the TBS concert together and ever since then we have been great friends & i looove that chica :) Five things you want to do in 2004: 1) kiss lots of boys. if not lots of boys then find one boy to kiss a lot. :) 2) go to so many shows and concerts with the party buds and everyone! 3) chill with different people, like the CF & HV crew 4) go on a road trip(s) 5) make this summer the best one yet.. Nine personally significant events of 2003: 1) tongue piercing 2) hooking up with probably too many boys.. 3) partying & erin 4) matt 5) eric & jeremys 2 week stay here 6) florida 7) making new friends that i love more than ever 8) TBS CONCERT and fucking meeting them and the other 3 bands 9) finding myself. Five things I don't want to do in 2004: 1) get super depressed 2) get super sick 3) get jealous/ mad/ about stupid things 4) stay home EVERY WEEKEND 5) eat too much like the past years..haha Six songs that you over listened to this year: 1) ANY rap song. 2) the taste of ink - the used 3) all the rufio songs. 4) christina aguilera - get mine get yours 5) sean paul - get busy 6) the ataris - boys of summer Seven things you truly regret from 2003: 1) being so damn baby-ish when i got my tongue pierced..i waited 2 weeks to EAT for Christ Sakes 2) hooking up and telling people about it.. well telling the WRONG people about it.. 3) in the beginning pf the year i wasnt truly myself 4) using my cell phone so much that every single bill was at least 30 dollars over the regular fee..sorrrry graamaaa :( lol 5) deciding to ditch my best friend for a friend i thought i wanted to be friends with again..:/ 6) pretending to be obsessed with matt after we broke up, why why why why why WHYYY??? 7) hating so many people.. they deserved to be hated, but hate takes up so much time.. Three things you wish people understood about you: 1) i give the best kind of love to people, especially when im in love with someone.. and i wish that that person would have understood i was in the process of changing myself for the better.. that i would have gotten better.. 2) i can think i like someone a whole hell of a lot in under 3 minutes, the first time i meet them. 3) although ive never had sex, ive done enough sexual things in my time and i love it. its all i think about and when i DO have sex, im sure you'll hear all about it. :D
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you learned a lot of neat stuff.

i like your background. trippy