Listening to: piebald
Feeling: alone
mmm. i'm so confused this morning. i don't think i want friends for awhile. like really i'm not just saying that to be like omg my life sucks so bad omg. i'm saying i can't stand comparing myself to everyone, i can't stand being inferior to everybody, i can't stand doing the same things as people and not getting any bit of positive reinforcement for it! if i had no friends, no fucking outside contacts, i wouldn't have to worry about it. maybe i'll just try what happened to me a few weeks ago and shut everyone out. seems like the cool thing to do.
well not for a really long time anyways...
p.s. i listened to piebald this morning 2!
-jesssie
you end up just thinking/comparing more
sometimes it takes a while to find those people.. and Everyone is inferior to someone else in some way or another..