window in the basement x

Listening to: piebald
Feeling: alone
mmm. i'm so confused this morning. i don't think i want friends for awhile. like really i'm not just saying that to be like omg my life sucks so bad omg. i'm saying i can't stand comparing myself to everyone, i can't stand being inferior to everybody, i can't stand doing the same things as people and not getting any bit of positive reinforcement for it! if i had no friends, no fucking outside contacts, i wouldn't have to worry about it. maybe i'll just try what happened to me a few weeks ago and shut everyone out. seems like the cool thing to do.
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o0o i envy you! i live in aus so i doubt they'd ever come here :(

well not for a really long time anyways...
[Anonymous]
aw jen, it's too bad that u feel that way hun.. i just hope u know that i lovee u. :o/


p.s. i listened to piebald this morning 2!
[Anonymous]
oh shhhush, i love u and of course u need friends silly. you KNOW u would go crazy without them even if they all are wicked idiototic.


-jesssie
[Anonymous]
it doesnt workkkkk as well as youd think

you end up just thinking/comparing more
[Anonymous]
hey you commented on my diary about the font thing... do you mean the regular font or the links? anyway, i like the way you think.
[Anonymous]
why thank you, its just plain old arial though. smallest size.
[Anonymous]
there's no fun in 'hermitizing' yourself... people are gonna be everywhere. there arae still only a few people i can maintain a good relationship with...
sometimes it takes a while to find those people.. and Everyone is inferior to someone else in some way or another..