school started and we've been here for almost a week. classes arent too bad.. people arent too bad for the most part. i'm sad a lot but i dont show it anymore. certain things are over and rather than outwardly be upset about it, i dont even let myself know that i'm still upset about it.. if that makes sense? even though i wanted it to be and all.. i dont ever know what i really want. something incredible happened today, i want it to evolve so bad. but i actually dont get in too deep anymore, i know the outcomes of things.
well i dont write anymore because my internet wont work anymore. so i have to wait until i get a chance at school.
last saturday was one of the best nights i ever had. went to chris's party with bean flo & brion and i was like the 3rd drunkest person at the party. 9 double shots, 3 beers, 2 mix drinks. i was so friendly.. kissed a boy that had a girlfriend. called various people/ told various people how i feel about them. he didnt believe me. i kinda wish he did/
Read 3 comments