rest in peace

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Feeling: bad
i went to see my nan yesterday in the chapel of rest and it was so strange. She looked like my nan but it wasnt her. She looked so beautifull and peacefull but at the time i was so distressed that i didnt understand y nanny wasnt talking to me. Today im sitting at my nans house and her coffin is in the front room. Her funeral is tomorow and nan is gonna stay at home for the night but it just seesm wierd to have her here right now. She was a 66 year old dignified woman and i loved her. I cant belive she had to go. My nan's last words were 'i love you all, take care of each other' I will never forget that. Even though my nan knew she was dying and she still managed to sit up and say that. She was so weak. I will never forget you nanny. You have been a huge impact on my life, and you have made me realise that my life is worth living. I love you more than life itself. Rest in peace.
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i know that it has been quite some time, but i truly am sorry. (and i am still reading.. :)...) so far.. i love you, and i hate your mom. :)