[60] this time inperfect

Listening to: afi
{Little boy} We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, “Death is a midnight runner.” {Davey} The sky had come crashing down like the new of intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that were like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the Ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the top of the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realise that my ticket wasn’t good for two…I rode alone. {Voice of unknown man} You said, “The cinders are falling like snow.” There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivalled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.
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hello hello ur cool comment me back!
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[Anonymous]
Wow what a coincidence. Last night I was listening to my AFI cd and at the very end of the last song I heard that little boy start talking and it kinda scared me cuz I never got that far on the cd before. I love that song now...that part towards the end is my favorite...the lyrics are in my last entry.
afi is the best..to me
[Anonymous]
uh my last comment got fucked up, so im gunna start over

rach i heart you. i dont know you all that well but you are one kickass mother fucker. i hope things are going good for you over seas, you can come visit me sometime once you figure out your bank account thingy number. good luck with everything and remember i am ALWAYS here to talk.

x.o.x.o
Jessie
[Anonymous]
rach i <3 u. i dont know ya all that well but you are one kickass mother fucker. i care about you a ton and i hope things are going swell over there in england. you can come visit me sometime :) good luck with everything and remember i am ALWAYS here to talk no matter what

x.o.x.o love always-
Jessie
[Anonymous]
Its this ya silly moooo XxX Luffs Ya XxX
That's absolutely beautiful. Did you write it? I don't want to sound all desperate for a friend or anything but I would really like to talk to you. I want someone to talk to about things going on in my life and I want to listen to the same from another. If you feel at all inspired to talk to me, please IM me - nightshade631 or email me - riely518@yahoo.com

You just seem like an awesome person who I would love to get along with...
hi im going thru hard times and sometimes i hate to admit it
my name is kate (exploited)
hope we can talk.. i need to talk to someone too :(
ciao
I love your Diary a lot! If you want to talk tell me. That is pretty deep.
Love
Sara
okay. point 1.did you write that..it sounds like the backround commentary for a short silent movie.....heydles...tis gut
please dont kill yourself. you can get out of this mess and be free and happy one day. nothing is worth taking your own life. please, i know i dont know you but i really do care. please dont do it. if u ever need to talk leave one.
and remember you dont deserve all this pain
xoxo
[Anonymous]
hey, if you ever need anyone to talk to or anything, i'm here to listen. i'm really sorry you feel sad or lonely, i know how you feel. leave a comment and we could talk . feel better
xoxo
[Anonymous]
ignore them dahling..they is fools who dont know hardship...heya
[Anonymous]
Are....Are...... Are you fucking retarted? Cause this diary is... Get help you lying ass weirdo.
[Anonymous]
yeah okays...silver.....buhbyes...it didn't download and i cant do it now due to sleep needing..:(...morrows...me hate waiting
I Love u!!!
[Anonymous]
i read your entries all the time if its not too peronal i was just wondering what did your mom say when she read your diary?
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