I cant do this anymore. A fountain is flooding from my face and its all because of you. I'm in so much pain. Last night you did it again and then again tonight. I am the victim of sexual abuse. For 10 years now. I have experienced hell. I have seen it all. I have felt pain. I have felt shame and i have felt anger. I have been suicidal. I have self harmed and i have cried until my eyes ran dry. I have screamed until i lost my voice and i have felt insane to the point where i felt like i needed locking away. About 2 hours ago you were placing all of your weight ontop of me. And you raped me. You took advantage of your own daughter. But whats new. I have been sitting in the bottom of the shower since then and i scrubbed at my crotch because i feel dirty. I took some skin off because i scrubbed so hard. I want to take a knife and just mutilate it all. When are you going to get tired of my body? When are you going to start being my father? Please stop this madness