defiant...i could be bothered to scroll down anymore so i am feeling 'defiant' so anyhoodles im on holiday at the moment in sunny greece. it is so ace here and so fuking warm! this week i have been happy. being away from my home has made a big change in my mood. over here there is nothing for me to worry about and nothing to get me down. everyone here is so full of life and so happy. there is just nobody that seems sad. happiness surrounding me makes me happy. i guess that summer feeling...lots of partying until early hours in the morning and the sunshine and cocktails makes me happy. but the only downfall is the scars that leave people staring at me when im in the heat and i cant cover them up...but hey, if they have a problem then i dont care, i dont know them and they certainly dont know me. anyway i better go now bye xx