I need to get this out but I just cant. It has been inside of me for so long but I love you. I wish you were actually reading this right now but your not your with him. I think about you all the time. Sometimes I imagine that you’re here with me. I cherish that special night we spent together and every moment that I am with you I will hold within my thoughts forever. There will always be a place for you in my heart The love I have for you is like no other. You are beautiful. Your funny and kind and I love everything about you. The way you eat, the way you drink, the way you laugh and the way you smoke. The way you keep the towel on your hair until its bone dry. The way you just don’t care whatever anyone thinks about you. I love the way you walk. The way you talk. The way you blink I love the way you breathe and I love the way you just come and sit right next to me even if we are on a massive sofa. I love the scars on your arms and I love that curve of your neck to your shoulder. I love that when you watch TV your head tilts slightly to one side. I love you. I love what we have but I think I want more. I want you.