rid of everything//

Feeling: alone
I'm getting rid of everything. Soon this house will be rid of every reminder of me. The pictures that were never on the walls. The poems that were never shared. The bed that i sinned in...everything. And then i shall go somewhere that they will have to search for me and i will curl up and die. They shouldnt have to worry about me ever again. It isnt going to be tonight. As it is going to take days to throw away everything. But pretty soon...
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Hey.. it let me on.

I love you.
[Anonymous]
rachael. . .what are you going to do? you better not doing anything!!! omg you have me freaking out now. god i hope that you're ok and that you havent done anything bad. i hope that you're safe in your room, away from your father and locked away from anything that can harm you. god, im so worried. i love you so much rach. please dont let me find out that i've lost you. please oh please i hope that you are ok. . .
im so sorry that i wasnt on yesterday. i was so sick. i couldnt stop throwing up. if i had even the littlest amount of energy in me, i would have gotten on. god, i feel like ive done something. i feel like i've let you down because i wasnt there for you yesterday. i swear rachael, if anything has happened to you, i will blame it all on myself. please rachael, please be ok. i love you so much. i really do!!!

i love you
xxx
chelsea
omg thank you! no, i wont cry. oh my god, thank you. you have no idea how much that means to me. so much weight has been lifted off me now that iknow that you're ok. i dont know what i would do without you rach. look, its 300 here and the bells about to ring right now so i'll be home in about 45 minutes to an hour. i dont know if my mother is going to make me get in the shower straight away but i promise that i will be on msn as soon as i can
please stay safe until then. i love you i love you i love you so much rach god, im so happy that you are ok. you have no idea. i love you