Just tell me your listening...

Feeling: broken
And this is how the world died and this is how the world died ...i can hear you judging me. [i'll hear your confession] i found the best piece of me [kneel down] alone, shivering in the dark [place your face between my thighs] 3 centimeters tall [& talk to god...] eating it's heart .. but you will not feast on me today. this is how the world died. who will slay this thing? [i forgive you] who will play the butcher & end my suffering? [i forgive you] ... i fucked the minds of the masses with the fingers of liberty. this is not a threat. [this is not a threat] i'm not perfect, i'm not a beauty queen, i'm just me. [no one escapes this life alive] we are all, prisoners here. [all shapes & sizes] ... i scream for all the women i've never been but i hoped i would be. [i'm proud of who i am] forever, chasing the sun. [i'm proud of me] ... she bites her trembling mind. it began as all tragedies do, [forgive me, she's the one, forgive me] with pain & deception. ... if you'll be the paper, i'll be the pen. and this is it .. [i've tasted hell, & it tastes just like you] my final plea. no one is coming to save me. no one is going to change things. the answers will not drop from the sky. i will not oneday wake with a different disguise. the only solution ... is revolution. [art is war ... fight, fight] [[pain makes me safe]] .. the odds were always against me. [lose weight/clearly think] i exist. i am broken. i exist. i am broken. .. if god is my father then i am an orphan. i am broken. i'm not a mistake [my ancestry is a ghost story] i'm a prophecy [my love life is a crime scene] i'm an omen [my self-esteem is a string of unsolved murders] the radio is brainwashing me, filling my head with these self-conspiracies. .. i am an emotional nightmare .. i can't hide the pain inside [builder of my own mythology] just tell me ... you're listening
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i got back on last night but you werent there. i waited for almost 3 hours but you never showed. i missed you and i was worried about you. im writing you a letter right now. i love you rach. talk to you later hopefully

xoxo
chelsea
if you're there, get on msn pwease :)

please tell me tonight isnt the night . . .
I had an odd dream about you.

Come online.. I wanna tell you about it.

I love you.

<3 x lots
[Anonymous]
rachael . . .why arent you on msn?. . .
i luff yew rach. i hope you're ok. . .
hi. you write well. and you seem very fucking awesome. , and i like your icon, describes a fucking hell of a lot of emotions that ive gone thru ..and thought about doing.
[peace]