weight

by suicidalscars
Listening to: radiohead - vegetable
I have gained 3 and a half stone [178lbs i think?] 178lbs seems like a lot but i think theres like 51 lbs in a stone. So anyway. Ive put on weight. I am now 8 stone. A suitable weight for my height and age. Im not happy with it. Im disgusted at the way i look. I hate it. I have just fat everywhere. Im going to go and vomit up todays food. and then there will be no more. I refuse to be this weight. I cant believe how much i have eaten in the past few weeks. Since i stopped doing cocaine i just eat. All i do is eat. I hate it. I want to be wired all the time again.
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I saw Slayer at the Hard Rock in Orlando as well, that was a bitchin show.
well I can say this I dont really like rob zombie I like Metallica, and Kiss is situational but hey you have no complaints about any of the other stuff I listen to.
Erm..Honey, There's 14lbs in a stone... Hehe silly woman!!! Love Ya, Zoe~Jay
[Anonymous]
why do you hate Metallica and zombie and Kiss?
thanks ya
[lashes]
[Anonymous]
I have seen Mastodon as well and Anthrax and Metallica and Black Label Society and KISS! and Static X and Machine Head and Rob Zombie.
yeah, some people call it blow here. mostly just yayo though. or just flat out coke. it's ridiculous. ehh coke isnt my thing. if i DO take anything its either pills or drinking. thats ittt.
awesome :)
thanks.
ehh lucky!!
man o man.
rock it
you know, there ARE healthy alternatives to losing weight.

Like first, don't eat after 6 pm. you will be so surprised at how much that makes a difference just doing that makes.
and just exercise. I've been losing weight like crazy. I mean, I've lost 20 pounds since Feb I think.
cah-razayy
--Steph
i will, just for you love. :D
[Anonymous]
yeah. sometimes i feel bad about being unsure of my "faith" because my mom is really catholic... but when you grow up having practically no religion brought into your life and having a crappy life for a while, you can't blame anyone for wondering. they have proof of the big bang. where do adam and eve come in?
lol. thats wonderful. dont have to much fun that shit is dangerous!
[Anonymous]
Mhm. "Yayo" is the Spanish word for cocaine. It just seems cooler to call it yayo instead of coke or cocaine or something else.
-justine
rach dah'ling loverly wuvly
dont give up
8 stone....you weigh less than megrrrr i wanna weigh 8 stone even tho i know for a fact that i would be cunted by my doc (check-ups) for being borderline anorexic...aka....its a good weight hun! put on some more, you should.
dont go back to coke, you can do it, you have our support :) *french kiss* heehee
mmm this song makes me tingly (green day time of ur life) doesn help that am horny as fuck!
liv x
Racheal, you're beautiful. And shut up, yes Ive seen what you look like. Dont give up. I love you and Im here for you.

♥♥♥
dude, we talked for like fucking four hours yesterday love. i think you are B-E-A-UTIFUL the way you are. and if anyone gives you shit about it, then tell them i'll fucking rip out their ovaries/cut off their penis and make them eat it.
[Anonymous]
thanks, I like the slayer entry, I get to go to the sounds of the underground tour in july HAHAHAHAHAHA!
yo I went back and looked at a comment you made to me slayer=sex your fuckin cool man can I add you to my friends list?
Hell yes man I will rip out his throat and use it for choking anyone else who says that you can have the rest.